Finding Divinity - Exiting the Matrix Part 2

Is "Where is God" equal to "Who am I"?  The reluctance to even use the word "God" in discussion due to it's constant misuse.  What is the definition of consciousness?  How deep does it go?  Can we leak energy?  We discuss further sexual energy and it's role in spiritual development.   Does fasting play a role in going deeper in consciousness?  From our personal experiences, is it a distraction or a doorway?