The Backwards Infect WHO AM I
We realize that most people are asleep in a hypnotic force of life conditions. We call this the backwards infect. 2 brothers recently awakened are committed to transformative conversation. The path of self discovery begins with ”Who am I?”
WHO AM I
After recent awakenings by 2 brothers (Kayne & Luke), We decided to start a podcast to tell our story. We realized that Identifying with our current thought processes was the reason for most of our problems. Now, we hope our stories and techniques help you break free from conditioned thinking. Who am I? The ultimate and original seed that keeps on giving. It is eternal. The infinite question.
Episodes

May 20, 2023
May 20, 2023
1 hr 1 min
What is the difference between "pedestals" and "spiritual progression"? Kayne and Luke discuss intimate details about the subtle comparisons that apply to daily life/routines. As the consciousness expands through disciplined techniques, does it start to override your justifications? What is behind those justifications? How does dream work and shadow work tie into all of this? The many discoveries of what an expanded consciousness looks like for a person on the path. Furthermore, elongating the key of sol to establish more meaningful impressions in the dream world.
As we take a look back
Consciousness inflates
Justifications take a back seat
Nothing more up for debate
The act of no action
So simple it seems
To the unconscious ego
Like a vampire seeing beams

May 13, 2023
May 13, 2023
1 hr 3 min
Kayne tells the story of a dream about his wallet getting stolen. It is a very symbolic dream that entails something or someone stealing your energy. We discuss how this can happen in the dream world as well as in the waking 3D life.
How does a projection seed come back to you? We discuss in detail projection, reception, and the balance of the two. Short term seeds vs long term seeds. What is the ultimate awakening seed? The moment when you experience the reception for the first time. The universal love that seems to grab you up in the arms of the universe. The experiences that happen after that and where the rabbit hole leads to over many years.
The most impactful statement Luke ever heard from a spiritual leader... "Go towards the pain". It is the secret and the essence of "follow the white rabbit".
Planting a seed
Oh how powerful it is
If we only knew
Here is the pop quiz
Project with the mouth
Sincerely from the heart
Never answer with intellect
Faith from the start

May 4, 2023
May 4, 2023
1 hr 5 min
The illusion of space/time
It doesn't apply to law
When you plant a seed
It digs in like a claw
Don't forget about faith
Patience is the law
When you project with the heart
It is nothing you can withdraw

May 1, 2023
May 1, 2023
55 min
After awakening, the labels cannot be found. The inability to identify with a particular class or category. We discuss the 3 classifications of belief, atheism, and agnostic views when it pertains to identification. It seems none of these apply to an awakened person. It is quite possible to have a sense of loneliness but also accompanied with a sense of peace.
Unclassifiable
To The Few
Have to be Humble
I never Knew
In an ego driven world
The path is narrow
Fellow long sufferer
More valuable than a sparrow

Apr 18, 2023
Apr 18, 2023
1 hr 6 min
ConcentrationThe key to successHow bad do you want itNot settling for anything less
The minds eye is openingDistractions all aroundHow bad do you want itMeditation has to be sound
The portal

Apr 8, 2023
Apr 8, 2023
56 min
Drafting on the instinct energy watching thoughts come in. Kayne and Luke analyze the speed of consciousness, instinct, emotions, and thoughts. Consciousness having a supreme advantage over all of them due to the fact of it's multi-dimensional properties. With the other 3 having to be bound by the 3D physical, consciousness seems to be able to slow down time. The tail wagging the dog moment may be realized after an awakening due to one's ability to tackle their compulsive negative behavior. If thought and emotions were out in front, you can clearly see how this would be the case.
We also talk about the Matrix driving your subconscious. The importance of the last meditation of the day cleansing the subconscious. Noticing a hypnotic thought and what might be behind the thought. What wants to feed in between you and your light off your attention? Being aware of yourself falling asleep and bringing back thoughts to your awareness for pain gain. Don't let the ego hide your "self" from your pain work.

Mar 24, 2023
Mar 24, 2023
59 min
How do words carry power? What is the source behind the word? What does it mean to pierce someone or to "get under someone's skin". We discuss the "zone" in athletics and how this is attained. Why is it so selective? Why does it not last a long time? The subject of "shadow work" is discussed again. The advancement of our personal work and stories that go along with it. How do you go within without some kind of "divinity experience"? Can you look at the parts of yourself that you don't like? Will your ego mind allow it? Can you flip your "pride" to "humble"? Pride just may be the one force that stops the "real" you from going in.

Mar 16, 2023
Mar 16, 2023
59 min
Kayne and Luke talk about merging the subject and object in the mirror looking at yourself. Does the consciousness become aware of itself? What does that mean? If nothing else, is it the process of conscious awareness practicing different techniques and trials. What does it mean to meditate on an object? We discuss Osho making the point about different objects and places meditated on. What is there to be gained? Finally, how does the inner work of meditating on people help your spiritual ascension? Are we sometimes descending to ascend? Who do we need to forgive? Who do we need to visualize in our minds eye with no attachment emotions? Is this forgiveness?
Natural Compassion Energy - The act of not resenting someone your mind says "you should" is resisting ego satisfaction feelings. This makes way for a natural force "thy" and not "I".

Mar 11, 2023
Mar 11, 2023
1 hr 2 min
The positive's and negative's of the law of attraction. Is it a curse to hear certain truths before they can be fully grasped? We propose the question of "my will" vs "thy will" when analyzing the law of attraction. How does the subconscious/shadow work play into this topic? Personal stories shared of going into the subconscious in dreams. Is this where the "wake up" needs to happen? What do I need to understand the most right now? That is the projected question right now! From there, where do you want to go? Where do you want to fight?

Mar 7, 2023
Mar 7, 2023
1 hr 8 min
The difference between belief and experiential spirituality is discussed from Kayne and Luke's point of view. What is the flow? How do you access it? Are there spiritual guides watching and ready to assist you? Can you look into the eyes of the lady in the window? Join us for the continued pursuit of experience!








