The Backwards Infect WHO AM I

Sexual Transmutation

What is sexual transmutation?  In simple terms, how do you harness this energy?  Recent discoveries by Kayne and Luke inspire more experiments that lead to greater understanding of the topic.  Luke shares a story putting this to the test and experiences a higher vibration with his wife.  In a nutshell,  it is withholding the orgasm and vaporizing the semen with your awareness.  We discuss when the discipline of the awareness needs to be applied to avoid leaking into the ego which will attempt to steal that energy.  How can you then use your awareness on the energy to awaken the main chakras all the way to the crown of the head.  How can this new found energy be utilized in your regular life?  How can it expand your spiritual life?  How can this begin to build your solar body and expand your conscious astral experiences?  

Frequency

What is silence?

Three Red Ribbons

What is the meaning of three red ribbons in the mind's eye.  Luke had a moment during meditation where he saw three red ribbons and beautiful scenary in the background.  After researching the gnostic meaning, it appears to symbolize energy forces.  These three energy channels are associated with the three primary forces of creation: positive, negative, and neutral.  These three being responsible for the manifestation and movement of energy within your being.  It is taken as a positive sign to continue to nurture the connection to the inner self.  The color red symbolizes the vital energy which is the fiery force that animates all living things.
 
Kayne and Luke also discuss the recently viewed documentary "Holy Hell".  In this documentary, we see a man who seems to have used spiritual gifts for the sake of power.  What are the karmic laws when applied to a person who uses spiritual laws to lead a cult.  What is a cult exactly?  What are the different levels of cults?  Obviously, we see the blatant ones, but what about the "nice" ones.  How can you apply the power of discernment to recognize someone's motives?  

In The Beginning There Was Darkness

In the beginning of your meditation there is darkness. What are the parallels to the intelligent consciousness that created this universe.  Do we not have access to divine intelligence with omnipresence?  Is this not the "power of now"?  We discuss further totally relaxing during meditation and sparking the mind's eye.  How do you progress deeper into the secrets of the universe?  "Be still and know". 
Stillness, energy, mind's eye. 
"Energy, frequency, vibration".

What is the God Experience?

Consciousness.  What is it?  Does it have levels?  Are these levels the definition of different dimensions or higher states of being?  Is this how historical books like the Bible were written?  What was the purpose of creation?  Where did we come from and why are we all here?  What happens when supreme consciousness (God) asks the question "Who am I"?  If the universe is truly within all of us, can we understand consciousness has cycles to know itself?  Is being in the state of awe and wonder ultimately asking the question "Who am I"? 
 

False Prophets

What does the verse "know them by their fruits" mean?  What is this referring to?  Kayne and Luke discuss how to detect the spoken word in someone.  How does the power of discernment protect you from people that may be trying to persuade you into a belief system?  Even if the person is well intended, does that mean harm can be done?  Is the road to hell really paved with good intentions?  What exactly is a good intention when applied to a spiritually unconscious person?  

Truth Tellers

What is the difference between understanding compassion intellectually and as a state of being?  What is a parable trying to do?  Kayne and Luke discuss the similarities of spiritual masters over the years and the time periods they existed in.  How does this tie into the famous quote "know them by their fruits".  We discuss the timeless nature of truth tellers and how they were treated relating to their existence in space/time.  Does not "truth" transcend periods of history?  Can we see the "fruits" here and now too?  
 
Truth tellers stand the test of time
Persecution at times very barbaric 
The ego of space/time has the numbers
The few we call esoteric 
 
Compassion is a state
Don't be fooled by the mind
Embodying the mechanics
Many who are blind
 
Discernment is a gift
Judgement has no place
The reward is simple
In his image, his face
 
 
 

Kayne Wakes Up in a Dream

From the journey that began a year ago, Kayne shares his first wake up to consciousness in a dream.  He explains in detail the experience of being a multidimensional being.  What does this experience do for your spiritual path?  We talk about the new kind of faith that explains eternal life often described in ancient text books.  How does this experience strengthen one's truth knowledge?  How does it better explain people under the hypnotic force of life conditions?  What are people manifesting all the time? What is karmic law? We conversate on noticing the "slip in" to unconscious behavior.  It is realizing using your awareness to bring back consciousness but what happens to people living out the hypnotic force.  Is their personality developed from legion ego forces?  How does presence affect these people?  When can exorcisms be performed?  Is free will involved?  How does spiritual intuition apply to the timing of the situation?  
 
Kayne woke up in a dream
Longsuffering takes on meaning
How is it all possible
Multidimensional self understood by dreaming
 
The experiences will drive us
Within no doubt
How is it all possible
Divinity the infinite spout 

Conversations in the Head and the Root of Anger

What exactly is the 4th and 5th dimension?  How does this tie into conversations in the head?  How do we affect our subconscious on a daily basis?  What do dreams reveal about this?   Kayne and Luke discover these topics as we go deep into the intricacies of the 3D as it relates to the 4D and 5D.  If you are unconsciously having conversations in your head,  we discuss how that 4D activity translates to unconscious 5D dreaming.  Again,  the goal for us is to become conscious in the 5D to start experiencing in a higher way.  All of this work begins in the 3 & 4D realms to which we master presence and consciousness.  
How can retrospection open the minds eye?  Meditating on the daily activities using the minds eye effortlessly to view.  Luke explains how this opened a conscious doorway from the 4D to the 5D.  It wasn't really about the understanding of the day, although you do notice times of unconsciousness,  more about holding the minds eye for a long period of time effortlessly.  Luke explains success with this technique instead of trying to hold an object in the minds eye that may create effort on the meditator's part.  Practicing viewing the movie of your day also promotes subconscious cleaning,  thus promoting a more conscious dream/astral experience at night.
The root of anger.  When did it start?  Kayne explains in detail his dreamwork in which he got very angry unconsciously.  He was shown something deep within himself and talks about how we dissolve what we see.  Was an ego dissolved?  Applying gratitude to the experience and not reacting led him to asking for more to be revealed.  He discovered in the very same night in the next dream, that as a little boy anger crept in while playing with a train.  The very observation without reaction after waking was the cleansing moment.  The moment grace steps in.
 
Perfecting the being
It is what dreams reveal
The root of wrath
From a boy's first deal
 
The work of the divine mother
Gratitude take the stage
Grace steps in
The being to gauge

Suffering

Kayne and Luke examine 3 main verses of wonder.  
1.  Seek and you shall find
2.  Knock and the door will be opened
3.  The kingdom of heaven is within
What do these clues all point towards?  Is there a tangible experience to be had?  When is the moment of the first breakthrough?  We discuss the moments right at awakening.  The moment when thoughts and distractions cease, something steps in that is referred to as "grace".  A still space of pure consciousness that expresses love and also fills up the seeker.  Is this the revelation of the common phrase "looking for love in all the wrong places".  To get here, how does suffering play a role for the seeker.  Who hears voices of truth as apposed to who uses intellect to guard themselves?  Who has a Ferris wheel of pain and who has a Ferris wheel of pleasure?  Are they the same?  Do they have the same root?  How do these endless loops of (7 deadly) thoughts tie in to everything stopping you from going within? 
 
Seek and you will find
Suffering is a key
Pain is a friend
Observe thoughts till they flee
 
Knock and the door will be opened
Meditation is the door
Be still and know
The wheel becomes no more
 
The kingdom of heaven is within
Projecting with the heart is paramount
Nothing else matters
The concentration to surmount